January 12, 2004


letters.

If my c note does not arrive today, I will be heartbroken.

2 months or exactly 60 days till my birthday.

There's tentative plans for an Abby, an Adam, a Jason and a Scott to be descending upon my presence that weekend also.

This week brings a mass of changes at work which will keep me running busy all week. I will make no plans other than a lot of busyness at work and dinners with Keaton. Although, I must make an effort to find a) dentist b) optometrist and c) hairstylist this week. I can no longer go back down to Tahlequah for any of this, so I guess I should finish making Tulsa my home by getting doctors and people who I can trust my hair with in the area.

This weekend Keaton and Travis will be traveling for a stay with the aforementioned Scott for a weekend of debauchery in Kansas City. I hear there is plenty of 2 player video games and Old Chicago in their future. I assume more than a healthy handful of beer for Travis as well. I love Kansas City, it's a great beautiful town with some great beautiful friends. Once I get more adjusted, there will be many many more visits. They'll have to stop answering their phones and opening their doors to keep me away.

But alas, without Keaton, what's a girl to do? Well, invite over Megan, Emily, Shannon and Dana and have a get together of epic proportions seeing how hard it is for all of us to sync our schedules enough to be in the same room together. I honestly don't remember if there's been a time since graduation that we've all had the time to get together for a decent amount of time to talk and catch up and just watch movies. There will be proof of our under 21 insanity via webcam, either on yahoo or i might get webcam 32 up and running again...we'll see.

Massive h8 to abuck. Before Vail I got thrown on a Madonna kick. As soon as he returned it was really bad pop music by Victoria Beckham, that I really liked by the way. Now...it's all lounge and rat pack. How this boy sways my musical likeness so. He's almost as bad as Bentley James, if not worse at rehashing all the great music that I periodically forget.

It's 3am. I should go to bed. I have to wake in 4 hours.


I don't give a damn about you
No nothing can change my mind
No way
I'm happy just to let you walk away

Don't think about you at night
I'm happy to be alone
It's ok
But that was yesterday and now I'm

Driving in my car
Words don't get me far
When they told me (shhh)
Ooooooh!

[Chorus:]

I'm calling you at 3am and I'm
Standing here right outside your door
And I don't think that my heart can take much more
I'm scared of cracking up again I just
Want it to be like it was before
Cos' I don't think that my heart can take much more

I don't give a damn what you do
I'm gonna get with you
Again
And that's the way this night is gonna end
You said you need some time
How long does it take to see
That we are more than meant to be
And now you're driving in your car
But you won't get far
Cos' your car is (shhh)
Ooooooh!

[Chorus:]

I'm calling you at 3am and I'm
Standing here right outside your door
And I don't think that my heart can take much more
I'm scared of cracking up again I just
Want it to be like it was before
Cos' I don't think that my heart can take much more

Can take much more (echoes)
Can take much more (echoes)
Can take much more (echoes)

Driving in my car
Words don't get me far
When they tell me (shhh)
Ooooooh!

[Chorus:]

I'm calling you at 3am and I'm
Standing here right outside your door
And I don't think that my heart can take much more
I'm scared of cracking up again I just
Want it to be like it was before
Cos' I don't think that my heart can take much more

Posted by Courtney at January 12, 2004 03:05 AM
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